Ain't No Dream...

It almost feels like I'm in a dream that I don't belong to. It's just like I'm looking at myself from the outside...it's so unreal...If it's a dream, how I wish I can wake myself immediately. Lord, no matter what, I pray that You will never leave me nor forsake me. Though I have the support of so many true friends in the midst of vile attacks from the outside, I feel I only have You to turn to. Lord, I believe. Please help my unbelief. Transform me and renew my mind again so that I may see Your good and perfect plan, even though I live in this fallen world.